February 2012
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I don't know.
I don’t know if this is the guy I will become best friends with.
I don’t know if this is the guy I will fall head over heels for.
I don’t know if this is the man I will end up marrying.
I don’t know if this is the man I will have children with.
I don’t know if this is the man I am supposed to grow old with.
What I do know though is that he is in my life for a reason. It’s just a matter of...
January 2012
1 post
“If you can just sit and talk for hours with a guy without realizing it’s...”
– My dad
December 2011
8 posts
“Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head, believing that...”
– Spongebob Squarepants
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I need a parachute or a set of wings. I’m terrified; terrified of falling again.
Last fall hurt too bad.
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“Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in...”
– Coco Chanel
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jacquelynncange:
Penny Lane: I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends.
Risk more than others think is safe.
Care more than others think is wise.
Dream more than others think is practical.
Expect more than others think is possible.
“Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the from way I see it, you can either run from...”
– Rafiki (The Lion King)
November 2011
9 posts
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I haven’t been truly happy in a long time. And now that I’m smiling again, I get scared.
I’m not afraid of happiness. I’m afraid of losing it again.
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“Take that leap of faith, if you want to,
don’t let that broken heart haunt you.”
Someday everything will make perfect sense. So, for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.
hap·pi·ness
noun
state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy.
=)
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I’m starting to feel like myself again. Things are finally falling into place.
I pray this happiness stays for awhile.
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Why is it that we find ourselves wanting to grow up so fast? But as soon as we’re grown ups, we want to be young again.
I don’t know why I’m trying so hard to grow up. I’m not even twenty yet. I need to stop worrying so much about the future. I need to just live my life. So that’s what I’m about to do. Here goes nothin’.
Note To Self: Don't Worry
cdgrunewald:
“Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes. (Matthew 6:34 MSG)
This is my prayer: do not worry. Sometimes that’s easier said than done.
jacquelynncange:
Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. -James 4:13-14
October 2011
9 posts
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death.
Death is a scary thing. Everybody lives, everybody dies. But death comes out of nowhere sometimes. Death is hard to understand. I don’t think I’ll ever truly be able to grasp it.
I’ve attended five funerals in the past twelve monthes; one of which was expected. One of my biggest fears has always been losing someone I love. I can’t imagine anything worse than that. This...
Love it will not betray you
Dismay or enslave you, it will set your free
Be more like the man you were made to be
There is a design, an alignment, a cry
Of my heart to see,
The beauty of love as it was made to be
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“Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you...”
– Gossip Girl
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Lights will guide you home
And ignite your...
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I’ve learned to live half alive.
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Have you ever just wanted to hop on a plane and take the next flight out to wherever? Just to get away for whatever reason it may be.
Well, today when I was picking up my sister from the airport, I seriously contemplated doing so.
September 2011
16 posts
Anonymous asked: ok, so not to be weird, and I know that so many weird messages start that way but, I have always thought that you were like absolutely gorgeous! I swear, you are one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen in my entire life! So yeah, while I know it was weird to say that, I just kinda felt like saying it because I saw that last picture and just remembered how flippin' pretty you are haha...
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Never allow someone to be your priority, while allowing yourself to be their option.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe
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Sometimes things have to get worse before they get...
That’s what they say, right?
Well okay…it’s worse now. When is the better supposed to happen?
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I feel so useless. So damn useless. I don’t know what to do. There’s nothing I can do.
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“You got me caught in all this mess. I guess we can blame it on the rain.”
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My brain is my own worst enemy.
I think that’s what’s wrong with the world;
no one says what they really feel, they always hold it inside.
They’re sad, but they don’t cry.
They’re happy, but they don’t dance or sing.
They’re angry, but they don’t scream.
Because if they do, they feel ashamed and that’s the worst feeling in the world.
So everyone walks with their heads...
Anonymous asked: Describe your life at this moment in one word
Anonymous asked: quin...g?
August 2011
15 posts
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You know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you’re attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It’s never been about what you want, it’s always everyone’s needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you’re okay with that,...
Please don’t go.
I’ll eat you up, I love you so.
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“Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.”